I was so angry when I found out that my wife was cheating on me, and to cut the details short, after several months I got used to it. and now I became addicted to secretly reading her messages with her lovers, those messages turned me on and I started masturbating a lot while i reading them, and now I wish she would admit to cheating on me and I would see her fucking with one of her lovers in front of me but without any condom. , this is my fantasy that has been controlling my mind for the last few months.